Woops, I have neglected you all and I apologize. Life is life right now in all its horror and confusion. Josh is still unemployed and his unemployment runs out shortly. We are holding on by a tiny little thread and it is horrifying to think about what is waiting for us.
It is hard to sit here and worry about that and losing Georgia and pray for another baby.
The feast was so wonderful, we were surrounded by friends and family that supported us as we struggled through trying to celebrate God's future plans for us and not have our daughter there with us. For those of you who know about God's Holy days I do not have to explain what the last great day was for us. That is the day we get our little girl in all her beauty and cuteness!
I got to reunite with my cousing that I have not really spent any kind of time with since I was probably 8-9. Her and her husband were there at the feast and it was a great time. They have the greatest three little kids too. My favorite day though had to be the day I got to spend with my Aunt Lucreatia, Melissa and Anna just walking around shopping and talking it really was a blessed day and so calm and heart filling I will remember that day for a long time.
Right before we left for the feast a very special friend of mine died. She was in her later years and ready to go but the world is a sad place without her. I miss Granny every Sabbath.
The weather has changed to cold, yeah! I hate winter and all of its gloominess but the sooner it comes the sooner it is gone.
I am looking forward to Thanksgiving with the family and not at my house!
Sorry that the post is not upbeat but right now my world is not a happy place to be.
I hope and pray that you all have a wonderful Thanksgiving and enjoy and be thankful for all of our blessings this year. I love you all.
